I know not what it was , but something shock d my mind at that thought , and i durst not speak the words : how canst thou be such a hypocrite , said i , even audibly to pretend to be thankful for a condition , which however thou mav st endeavour to be contented with , thou would st rather pray heartily to be deliver d from ; so i stopp d there : but though i could not say , i thank d god for being there ; yet i sincerely gave thanks to god for opening my eyes , by whatever afflicting providences , to see the former condition of my life , and to mourn for my wickedness , and repent 你是在假装对自己的处境表示感激，因为你一面对目前的处境表示满足，一面却恨不得恳求上帝，把你从这里拯救出来。 "于是，我不再说话了。事实上，我虽然不能说我感谢上帝把我带到这儿来，但我还是要衷心感谢上帝，因为他用种种灾难折磨我，使我睁开眼睛，看清了我过去的生活，并为自己的罪恶而感到悲痛和后悔。
I caus d friday to gather all the skulls , bones , flesh , and whatever remain d , and lay them together on a heap , and make a great fire upon it , and burn them all to ashes : i found friday had still a hankering stomach after some of the flesh , and was still a cannibal in his nature ; but i discover d so much abhorrence at the very thoughts of it , and at the least appearance of it , that he durst not discover it ; for i had by some means let him know , that i would kill him if he offer d it 一到那里，呈现在我面前的是一起惨绝人寰的景象，我血管里的血不由得都冰冷了，连心脏也停止了跳动。那真是一幅可怕的景象，至少对我而言实在惨不忍睹，可是对星期五来说，根本不当一回事。那儿遍地都是死人骨头和人肉，鲜血染红了土地那大片大片的人肉，有的吃了一半，有的砍烂了，有的烧焦了，东一块西一块的，一片狼藉。
