I learn d to look more upon the bright side of my condition , and less upon the dark side ; and to consider what i enjoy d , rather than what i wanted ; and this gave me sometimes such secret comforts , that i cannot express them ; and which i take notice of here , to put those discontented people in mind of it , who cannot enjoy comfortably what god has given them ; because they see , and covet something that he has not given them : all our discontents about what we want , appear d to me , to spring from the want of thankfulness for what we have 我已学会多看看自己生活中的光明面，少看看生活中的黑暗面多想想自己所得到的享受，少想想所缺乏的东西。这种态度使我内心感到的由衷安慰，实难言表。在这儿，我写下这些话，就是希望那些不知满足的人能有所觉醒：他们之所以不能舒舒服服地享受上帝的恩赐，正是因为他们老是在期望和贪求他们还没有得到的东西。
As they helped me try on the " true love " celestial jewelry , my determination not to buy anything for myself vanished without a trace . eventually , i ordered a few sets of celestial jewelry that i liked , and i also decided against leaving the country . i realized that everything is god s grace to enhance our strengths and weaknesses 这时会场师姊们的笑声把我拉回到现实，当师姊们把真爱的天饰帮我戴上，我那一心不乱决定不替自己再买的定力已烟消云散至一点印象都没有，所以最后还是订下好几组自己喜欢的天饰，而那决心出国的念头也不知去向，并体会到：这些都是上帝的恩赐，是上帝看我们力量品质的需要而补其不足。
