I did not cry so as to be heard , however ; i avoided sobbing . the thought of mrs . o gall and bitternutt lodge struck cold to my heart ; and colder the thought of all the brine and foam , destined , as it seemed , to rush between me and the master at whose side i now walked , and coldest the remembrance of the wider ocean - wealth , caste , custom intervened between me and what i naturally and inevitably loved 一想起奥加尔太太和苦果村，我的心就凉了半截一想起在我与此刻同我并肩而行的主人之间，注定要翻腾着大海和波涛，我的心就更凉了而一记起在我同我自然和必然所爱的东西之间，横亘着财富阶层和习俗的辽阔海洋，我的心凉透了。
