During the next 35 days in the hospital , whenever i closed my eyes , i would see a group of identical saints sitting in a circle , meditating by my bedside , and was convinced that i would live 在我住院的三十五天中，我一闭上眼睛，就看到在我的四周围坐着一圈打坐的佛菩萨， ?们个个相貌相同。由于这样，我坚信自己一定能活过来。
I looked up for a while until i had a pain that formed in my neck . then , i was just about to fall backwards , so i opened my eyes . but i closed my eyes again to enjoy the enrapturing scene more 我一直向上看了好一会儿，感觉脖子酸而且好像要往后倾，所以我睁开眼睛但是我又闭起了眼睛，想再多享受那令人惊喜的景象，结果景象还有那保护的力量都还在。
However , for years i also had a feeling that something of vital importance was missing - a feeling that filled my heart when i opened my eyes to begin the day , when i went about my daily activities , and when i closed my eyes to receive the night 然而，每天从我睁开眼睛，展开一天的生活，到夜晚来临闭上眼睛，我总是不时地感到我的人生中还缺少某种极为重要的东西。
Although i did not learn the convenient method at that time , i bought the book " the key of immediate enlightenment volume 1 , " and after reading it , found that i could see three - dimensional visions whenever i closed my eyes 虽然当时没有学方便法，但我请购了即刻开悟之钥第一册。在研读这本书之后，每当我阖上眼时，就能看见立体的景象，整个景象是如此新奇生动，感觉彷佛在观赏一场立体电影。
I couldn t lie there ; for the moment i closed my eyes , she was either outside the window , or sliding back the panels , or entering the room , or even resting her darling head on the same pillow as she did when a child ; and i must open my lids to see 我躺不住因为我刚闭上眼，她要么就是在窗外，要么就溜进窗格，要么走进屋里来，要么甚至将她可爱的头靠在我的枕上，像她小时候那样。而我必须睁开眼睛看看。
In the evening , i went to see a quan yin messenger and requested to learn the convenient method of meditation . that night , i lay restless and upset in bed ; sleep kept eluding me . then , when i closed my eyes , i saw many radiant spots which grew brighter and brighter and finally merged into one another 当天晚上，我去找观音使者报名修行方便法，回来之后躺在床上，有股躁动的感觉难以入睡，闭上眼睛之后，看见许多的亮点一颗一颗由暗转亮，许多亮点融合在一起，还有其它的亮点再追进去，如此反覆数次，直到像太阳一般极光极亮，在这种强光之中，身体感觉非常的舒服。
For the first meditation session , i chose to sit next to a little waterfall flowing from the nectar river . after i closed my eyes to begin meditating , it felt like only seconds had gone by when masters buddhas chanting tape resonated through the area signaling lunchtime and calling everyone to a feast of delicious fruit and vegetables 第一天的第一个打坐时段，我选在甘露河的小瀑布旁边打坐，感觉好像才刚闭上眼几秒钟，就响起师父的佛赞声，叫醒大家享用美味可口的素餐和水果。
