My mother never told me about it . if i can learn about it , i ll be more powerful than anyone , including my grandma , grandpa , dad and mom because they don t know about such a thing . we were never taught about this weapon in school . 我妈妈从没告诉我这些，如果我能知道的话，我就比大家都更厉害，也比我奶奶爷爷爸爸妈妈都厉害，因为它们都不知道这种东西，我们在学校也没学过有这种武器。
Then comes adolescence , a tough time in life because adolescence is dealing with the contradictions between wanting to be a child , but yet wanting to be an adult . it is an emotional contradiction internally . you want to be independent , yet you need your dad and mom and you need the house 青少年，人生中的困难阶段，就是要处理这矛盾，既想做孩子，又想做大人，是这矛盾，情绪上的内在的高中，你想独立，但你仍然需要父母，仍要住在家中。
